I thought if I allowed him to project his desires onto me and use my body to sate himself... I though that he might not taint you further. I thought that he might spare you the weight of his want to control you. But ... In the end, it did not work.
I suppose I made things worse. In the end, he started that church... Maybe ... Because I let him lay with me when he felt the need. I did not realize he was saving up his Chroma for so long.... I am sorry.
[ dextera needs a moment to process this. he hears the words that his brother is saying, but their meaning is a little shocking to him. he wants to pretend, somehow, that it’s his brother’s usual cryptic nature obscuring the truth… but he’s laid it out quite plainly. ]
Brother? Are you saying that you and the Archangel…?
Yes... I know what you are asking and it is true. I suppose I thought if he were to direct his lust and his violence onto me that he would not hurt you.
He and I are both wretched beings. It was better to let you not suffer his hands.
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I suppose I made things worse. In the end, he started that church... Maybe ... Because I let him lay with me when he felt the need. I did not realize he was saving up his Chroma for so long.... I am sorry.
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Brother? Are you saying that you and the Archangel…?
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He and I are both wretched beings. It was better to let you not suffer his hands.