[ Sinistra, in turn, feels a comfortable silence in his body and mind. He feels respite, grounded and calmed. Connecting... Feeling things... Being reassured by hands that he is whole and real is all he could want in this world.
He just wants connection like this, he thinks, and this man really serves that purpose for him, awful or not. He can find solace in their mutually disgusting states of being. He can find peace there in every kiss they share together, playing pretend for just a little while like they were actually lovers instead of begrudging allies.
He almost doesn't want him to move. If he could stay inside him , sleep here in his arms and on top of him, maybe he could truly rest for a night.
He lets out a soft breath as the Archangel slips out of him and moves away. Sinistra props himself up on his palms, arms shaking just enough to be noticed. He's still catching his breath as he nods.]
Okay... Okay. Clean up... Okay.
[ his mouth isn't yet equipped for words, but he can understand. He slowly works to get his feet on the floor and stand up wobbly.
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He just wants connection like this, he thinks, and this man really serves that purpose for him, awful or not. He can find solace in their mutually disgusting states of being. He can find peace there in every kiss they share together, playing pretend for just a little while like they were actually lovers instead of begrudging allies.
He almost doesn't want him to move. If he could stay inside him , sleep here in his arms and on top of him, maybe he could truly rest for a night.
He lets out a soft breath as the Archangel slips out of him and moves away. Sinistra props himself up on his palms, arms shaking just enough to be noticed. He's still catching his breath as he nods.]
Okay... Okay. Clean up... Okay.
[ his mouth isn't yet equipped for words, but he can understand. He slowly works to get his feet on the floor and stand up wobbly.